Dear Diary...
Monday, December 26, 2005
Oki.. Let's see.. Today is boxing day and this is my second entry.. Didn't know how to start but I think I could just keep typing.. haha.. Well I woke at 10am in the morning coz my dad say we haven't been having breakfast together for a very long time.. = ) happily getting up then realise I didn't have my wallet with me. I felt so helpless.. haha.. coz I don't have money.. haha.. oki back to breakfast. Before we went to eat, my dad drove us to seletar reservoir for some sightseeing. haha.. It's a nice place. I'll defin go back there..
Now breakfast.. I dare say it sucks!!! haha.. the whole family agrees.. the food is not only expensive, but it's oso small in portion.. Most importantly, the taste suck!!! i can cook better la.. haha...
den i went home to get ready to pick my grandma up at toa payo interchange because she keeps complaining about her spec. So mom decided to ask her to optical 88 to make.. haha.. i MADE 1 too!!! haha.. oki then i send grandma home all the to bukit batok and also waited for ming wei to pass me my WALLET.. haha.. We did talk about what happened during Christmas eve.. haha. He told me called Nat in the cab ( which i don't remember) and i keep saying I loved her so much as my sis. haha.. Well Nat told me she touched. haha.. And my dear bro Alex told her he wanna jio her when he was drunk. hahaha.. All ming wei could do was keep laughing his ass off in the cab..
I drank alot of course, because i was happy yet i keep thinking of xiao zhu.. thinking she's happily enjoying her christmas with her boyfriend. Isn't this what i want her to be?? to see her happy.. i can't do it because i'm not mature enough. but if she returned to me i CAN. all i need is a chance.. but now she changed so much and i know she loved boyfriend alot. what can i do, i have alot to say to you, but will u listen.. all i can do is to be there for you when you need me. you know i will.. By the way i puked outside cni and fell to the ground, knock out for about 2 hours. haha..
WaOooo.. what a long post.. haha.. i guess i really have alot to say.. haha.. HappY boxIng day whoever is reading this.. = )
silly you;9:30 PM