Dear Diary...
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Today i got my Blaw Test paper. And guess wat, i got 75.5 for it. Even though i'm so tired the whole day, i was please by my result and no people in my class believe i score that well.
Then i receive a message from Wan Yun saying that she wouldn't be meeting at 430pm because she was tired. I was so mad and disappointed because the whole day i wasn't expecting anything but to meet her and be with her. I guess i'm still the old me because i want to possess her her and be with her. It was all my fault and i think i need to change myself in order to make this relationship going. I was so piss the whole day and i wasn't in the mood the talk or anyone. Wan Yun tried to cheer me up but i think i went overboard and i took her for granted. End up i piss her off and i and her had a really hard time communicating. I didn't put effort back to make her happy because i wasn't in the mind of thinking and i am exhuasted.
Dear, i'm really sorry for everything today and i hope through this 'quarrel' we could know each other better. i may not be the best boyfriend you had so far but i will try my best to be a good one. Like you said just now, that was the last time you will forgive me for taking you for granted. Because this was your first time trying hard to make your boyfriend happy.
Well i went to buy my first ever leveis jeans whcih cost me $130. i'm so broke now. haha. Now i'm at Jun Kai's house having some guy talk with Alex and Jun Kai. Well, it's been sometime since we last had such talks.
silly you;3:04 AM
