Dear Diary...
Sunday, February 12, 2006
It's been 10 days since i last blog. i was busy and tired as usual and i really don't have the mood to blog. By this you can tell what kind a person i am. i am a lazy and freaking no determination guy. i trying so hard to change but it always end up the way i am. On thursday, i went chalet with Wan Yun and her friends. We had a great time together but it was tiring for me the whole day on friday. However it was Wan Yun happinest day course she scored 15 for her L1R4 and she could get into the courses she want. i'm happy for her too so we met up again after i end school to treat her a meal fo the job well done. And she was so damn happy that she keeps repeating her story to all her friends went they call.
Today went for sea training for the up coming marathon 2. this time i don't why the motivation of winning isn't there. i wanted to push myelf but this time everything doesn't seem right. Firstly because exams are nearing and both my partner and i were worried but the exams, secondly the training we are having now, are little due to the fact that there are many projects submittion, presentation and many more. Lastly is because Chinese New Year i ate alot and i grow weaker day by day. everytime after training there will be achs here and there and these achs affect me in my studies because i already lack of rest, now i don't even have the time to rest. Can u imagine everyday going to school and falling asleep in class, i'm missing out alot already man.
These coming study break i really have to work hard or else i don't see how i can promote to year 3. Alot as to be done and i know if my lazyiness carrys on, it would be the end for me. i have been missing church for about a month now and i really feel like returning to GOD's side praising him. i hope this coming friday i can see my church mate again. After marathon i will really be a good boy and study at home to study like no life. i have to or else i'm so dead.
silly you;1:17 AM
