Dear Diary...
Friday, February 03, 2006
It's hasn't been smooth for the past 2 days. Had quarrels with Wan Yun. Now the way we treat one and other is like total strangers or even enemy. Initial meet ups always turn out to be 'i can't meet', ' i no mood meet', 'i don't feel like meeting'. It's very tiring to be mad at her always but just that she doesn't get it, everytime i really squezze out my time and go meet her and all she said was she no mood to meet. Maybe I'm petty but i'm really angry. No matter how tired i am i will still go find her meet her, but when she's tired, i only asked her once to time meet me, she reject.
And seriously i felt bad for everything. But everytime whenever i rememeber her attitude towards meeting me, it just made me no mood to meet her as well. Thing shouldn't have turn out this way. i'm tired of such feelings. How i wish it could stop soon. My feelings for her is getting deeper and the deeper it gets the more i expect something from her. Am i asking too much? Or am I still immature in handling relationship. Wan Yun i'm sorry. i tired my best to treat you well, but time and time you just make me so mad at you. Especially when i'm tired, i tent to mood swing easily. Sorry Dear, i miss you so much!!!
silly you;11:51 PM
