Dear Diary...
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Ok, let's do a rounded up of what had happened for the past 1 week. i had my valentine's day celebration with my dear of course and this time an additional of 5 couples. hahaha. So it's call the MASS DATING.. It was the first time all most of my good bros have girlfriends at the same time. Went to Changi Airport for dinner and after that went to the viewing mall to see airplane. haha. Took many pictures but until now i still don't even know how to upload them onto the blog. After that took MRT back and sent my darling home.
Then i went straight to my aunty's house to stay to accompany my grandma because my cousin went to Australia to further her studies. And of course my aunty and uncle have to accompany their daughter them to settle things down for her. Many of my cousin's friends were there to send her off. Before checking in, it was the usual hugs and cries. It hard to let any of your best friend go because once they are gone, you can't meet them to complain to them, you can't lend the shoulders you used to cry on, can't share your enjoy with the one you want to share it with the most. If i go one day, will i miss all this???
Back to topic, staying at my aunty's place. Well i thought i could study properly in her house as the environment there is very conducive, but due to my natural of laziness, i didn't even touch my notes until yesterday. Found out there's so many to be done. Now i kind of doubt whether i can make it for the next sem. My worries has increase everytime each day pass. How can i tell myself to study and concentrate hard. GOD help me, i am drifting away from you, i felt helpless and needed YOU in my life. I need the security YOU used to give me, telling me not to fear anything because YOU will always be there for me. LORD i pray that YOU will forgive me for what i have done, for not listening to YOU. Will i be forgiven??? LORD show me mercy.!
Tomorrow is my marathon competition, althought i don't have the urge to win but Alfred's motivation has inspire me to push myself tomorrow. Wish me all the best tomorrow ba. i need all the prayer for strenghts.
silly you;6:40 PM
