Dear Diary...
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
MR500 was my first sprinting race. It was a hot saturday and my event started at 3.50. Initially i was not nerves about my race and my event was like the very last few event. So all my team mates get themselves ready for their race and everytime they looked scare and very nerve. I did not understand that feeling until it was my turn to race. Alfred and I prepared ourselves, did warm up and off we go into the water at seletar reservoir. Uopn reaching the starting line, we saw this double from NUS and they were like warming up their first few strokes, and i admit that they are really fast. But I told Alfred they were only trying to scare us. After we got into line and marking of our attendents, the judge shout ' paddles up, ready in 10 seconds' , this time my heart was already pumping as even i'm going to have a heart attack. And off goes the horn and started the to race. Beginning of our first 10 stroke, the NUS double had already lead us with 1 boat lenght and they were really fast. We kept rowing and rowing and in my mind all i could think of is row harder, don't slow down because i don't want to disappoint my team mates especially Alfred. However we only came in 3rd and we did not qualify for the finally wheras the NUS double, their timing was like 20 second faster than us. Can you imagine how fast that was. Anyway, in the end our team didn't enters the finals and to most of us, it was our virgin race. haha. Most importantly, we realise what our team is lacking and we are trying to polish it.
Xiao zhu, things will work out well for you and your boyfriend. He may want to concentrate on his polo and so on, just let him be, i'm sure one day he will regret for taking you for granted just like I did. = )
I just broke off with Wan Yun 2 days back, and i don't know what i really want. To me, i did not treat her the way a boyfriend should and she has been giving in to me. I guess she deserve someone much better than me and someone who knows how to treat her well. All i ask for is to see her smile and stay happy.
silly you;9:22 AM
