Dear Diary...
Friday, May 05, 2006
Oki, I'm back once again. I had a wonderful birthday celebration this year. Because i don't like celebrating my birthday because every year there's surely something bad happening. However this year 2006, i guess was my happiest year or i should say luckiest year, cause i had 5 birthday cakes celebrating with 5 different group of people. They are my classmates, brothers, family, my bar working friends and lastly my canoing club friends. Every group was fun to be with, my classmates bought me a t-shirt which i love it alot cause there was our class chalet photo printed on it, learn to ride joe's bike which i add a few scratches on it =x (sorry joe), went to have nice dinner with my family, drunk my first ever WATERFALL, and went singing with my canoing friends! Thanks everyone for everything..!!
Now this year i got a present from xiao zhu too.! surprise surprise right. thanks for the card and present Xiao Zhu. i like them alot. = ) anyway i really don't what i can do to help you now already cause everything lies within yourself and only you yourself can help yourself. i can only be there to protect and be there for you if you need me. i'm also counting the days for you to nob your head saying 'yes i would like to give it a try' like what u said to me when we were 15. seeing you restless as each day pass, i can totally understand what you are going through. take your time and i'll wait patiently for you.
I've been seeing you more oftern than i can imagine and i really enjoys my time with you. I'll treasure all the time and memories we had for this pass few weeks. i wouldn't forget them because if one day you leave me again i have them to accompany me. = )
I went to see doctor on tuesdays because there are 3 lumps on the back of my head. Well after all the blood test and all, the doctor decided to refer me to NUH for further check ups. He said my blood test was fine and i healthy, and he thinks the the lumps were limps notes and he said depending what the speacialist say, if needed, i have to go for a small operation. Well i guess i have to wait for the appointment made with the doctor, hope it's not cancer. haha. anyway i think is limp notes. hehehe..
silly you;4:23 PM
